Well.....im going thru relationship problems again. its mine and my boyfriends 10 month today....so weve been together for 10 months. and were right in the middle of a huge fight. i honestly dont know how it started...but apperantly its my fault. it ki9nda started because we were gonna have sex today cuz its a special day...and he decided he didnt want to and that he didnt know if he was gonna even see me today or not. i got pissed, as all girls would. not because of the sex part, but because i was looking forward to being with him. and hes done this before. i told him "ok...this hurts. this isnt the forst time uve done this. one minute, ur jumpin outta ur seat at the thought of sex with me, and if thqt changes, it feels like u dont even wanna look at me." he then got mad at me for saying this...and we started to fight. and when we fight, he cusses. i hate it when people cuss at me. it makes me not want to talk to them...so when he starts cussing....i refuse to talk, and that pisses him off. and i guess that part of its my fault...ive just been really snappy and bitchy to everyone for no reason...i dont know whats wrong and its starting to piss me off....and some stuff has happened today that makes it even worse. so im just a ball of emotions right now.....pissed, angry, sad, confused, hurt....the list goes on. but im one of those people that as long as they can write it down...they feel fine....so i feel a lot better. and for those of u who actually read this....thanks for paying attention.